Bye Bye Baby

Dear Nicole,

     I have thought about so many ways to start this letter, and each time I keep re-writing what I want to say. You're finally leaving for college, and I feel that in some ways the weight of this statement has not yet fully hit me. I will miss taking a picture on your first day of school, not being able to bring you a snack when you're up late studying for some big test, and no longer being able to hold your hand when things don't go your way. Next year will be new, scary, and intimidating, but I know that you will be able to succeed wherever you go.
     You are, and will always be, my first baby. From the first ski lesson you ever took, I knew you were going to be a fighter. You are a determined, confident, and hard working young lady. I would love to say that I deserve all the credit, but I guess your father contributed a little :-).
     You know I wish you were going closer to home, but I understand that you need to time and space to grow. Before you leave, you must promise to come home on all vacations and breaks you can, or else I will come to visit you! I am so proud of the young woman you have become, and I just want you know how much you are loved. Amy has been crying for the past week, and I know that she will take a while to get adjusted to life without you (although she will appreciate getting her own room). Although Casey may not show it, she looks up to you, and your approval means so much to her. Rachel will be Rachel, but I know you will be missed. You are such an essential component of this family, and although we may not see you everyday, you will always be a part of the family just the same.
     One of your qualities that has always amazed me is your determined and unyielding work ethic. We are so proud of how much effort you place into everything in which you take part, and that is all we can ask. I know you will continue to strive and achieve, but, please remember to take time to relax and play! You've have been so dedicated, and times too dedicated, that I hope you remember to have fun. The next four years will be some of the most pivotal and influential years of your life, so enjoy this wonderful time and opportunities. We are so proud of who you have become, and we wish you the best in college.

          All my love,
                  Mom